Clear Air Turbulence

Courtesy of Lolthulhu.com

I need to get my life in order.
Some kind of manifesto perhaps?

Oh Hai Day! By all means feel free to get worse.
For some unfathomable reason the estate agents seemed to think we agreed to move in next monday, and have forgotten all about saying the end of March would be ok. The lady calling was suitably embarssed and has gone off to check things out, just desperate to hear back from her.

Oh and I've been asked to 'straighten' someone out. Well 'tame' was the actuall word used.

I found my jacket that had been missing for months.
This makes me happy.
This is all!

I hate to get material. But considering my housemate is the kind of person to throw a shit fit if I don't spend enough time/thought/money on her presents, I shall. I'm expecting nothing from her for the birthday on monday. She still 'owes' me one from last year, where she decided to spend money on going to see Shitney Spears instead. We agreed to spend £30 on each other at xmas. She got me a £8 Bonsai (ok points for thoughtfullness) and left it in her room to die. So yeah, I got her £30 worth of Wire goodies for xmas and she got me a dead cheap bonsai tree.
Fuck her!

This is not a 'buy me birthday presents' post. Although....

So uh.
I have nothing of value to write about anymore.

greendreads I still need to reply to your pdf question. Will do soon.

( Xmas cut because some of you won't want to know )

The past few days have been an orgy of absolute fail. My resistance to teh pr0ns has gone down the drain. I feel fucking sick at my self, just totally disapointed. Two whole days lost to porn. I can overcome fucking drink and cigs, y'know actuall chemical dependices but not pictures of teh bewbs. The only saving grace is that despite the amount I've looked at, nothing too dark has been perused.

Now I've got too clean up my H/D

So farewell Robert Holdstock.

Mythago Wood was the first book I ever bought for a girl.

Yeah, I'm pretty damn nice. Why am I offering this stuff? Because I need the room and there's no money for them on ebay. The only thing you have to do is pay the p&p. If you want you can offer me any geeky stuff you don't want or make a donation to a charridee of my choice. I reserve the right to change my mind about anything till moolah changes hands. Ill try and keep the list as up too date as I can.

( The list )

Is there anyone on my flist who might be interested in some lovely free* RPG books? I need the space, and there's no profit margin selling them online.

I need to look through the pile o'crap, but I can definatly say there's some old school cyberpunk 1st ed, in there, some rifts, an old tatty copy of WHFRP 1st ed and a couple of versions of paranoia.

*By 'free' I mean; you pay p&p. If you take more than a couple of books off my hands it might be nice to consider sending me some of your unwanted books I might want, or a donation too charity. Neither of them are 'musts' though.

Today I realised why I'm single.
Yesterday whilst shopping for DS games, I did with all earnesty proclaim 'In my day we had alphabetisation!' I'm getting old y'all.

Last night I had seperate and distinct dreams about Pokemon, Transformers, D&D and working in a comic book shop.

Yeah, great stuff.

Who is your favourite Pokemon?
Mine's Psyduck. Even my housemate who thinks such things are geeky and worthless can understand why I like Psyduck.

I'm in a typing mood today, I have two more posts backed up in my brain I should get round to asploding soon. Kinda making up for my lack of quality recently.

Just thought I'd I dunno moot an idea. Struggling with teh pr0ns as I do, I've found that having a desktop background of a pretty lady who's not overtly sexual actually helps the urges an awfull lot. Is this still objectifying female types? After becoming obsessed with her her track 'Hide and Seak' my current background beau is Imogen Heap and her lovely big chin. Am I a bad person? I find just looking at her and a couple of other people very 'soothing'.

Well, y'know. Bummer. Someone I had a lot of respect for and a lot of affection for has removed me from their friendslist. The reason for this is presumably because I criticised one of their beliefs. I guess that this is a divergence in our attitudes towards certain things. They saw me as rude and out of order, and so marshalled the banhammer. I personally wouldn't. I don't feel the need to remove people who disagree with me from my friendslist automatically if they criticise me, we should be fine with differing opinions etc. Maybe my response to said belief of basically saying 'that's retarded' wasn't full of finese. But it was one of those beliefs.

Without going too far into it (that'd allow easy identification, and that's not what I want) I'm quite down with many beliefs, hell, I can dig otherkin, ain't anything that disproves it, so y'know, maybe. this belief however had plenty (and I mean plenty) of evidence against it. Fuck even common sense is against it. So when you see someone you think of as intelligent and with it actually supporting this belief, you can't help yourself from saying 'are you having a laugh'.

Sad though, will miss them.

Maybe I should change my default icon. People seem to think I'm a troll when I'm making SERIUS comments.

Hell I could even make my own icon, whqat with having downloaded GIMP, it being intuitive and me having plenty of time. Hmmm moar Cthulhu?

+2 from making slightly arsey comments on the vegan communities this morning alone.

I'm on fire!

My disturbed sleep patterns are zombifying me. Seriously the housemate is away this weekend and the most I'll get up to is maybe walking around in my boxers with the heating on.

Further investigation is leading me to believe that the entity known as 'Lady GaGa' is malignant.

Silence is not respect. Silence is complicity. If we really respected human life we would be yelling 'Never again!'

insert very predictable rant about remembrence sunday and the silence here